I can't be happy for long.
The funny stories will come but for now I want to shout firmly msm back
I watch you lie asleep
Watch you breathing
And as you fall and rise
Like the tears in my eyes
I know you'll be leaving
I've earned all the pain
I suppose it was worth it
I'd do it again but I just couldn't face it
And if I see you again
You won't be the person I knew
I look to the future and see
A thousand setting suns
But tomorrow never comes
I still watch from my window
To see if you're coming
But I know in my heart
There's really no chance
You'll never stop running
It's like waiting for Xmas again
It's all lost in the blink of an eye
And about all the pain
Well you know it was worth it
You could do it again but I just don't deserve it
Let us part in the rain so the clouds hide
The despair and the sorrow I feel on the inside
And let my tears dry
In the light of a setting sun
And tomorrow never comes
Robert
2nd February 2017
I miss you so very much I can't describe the pain. I feel like something has gone from me. Thank you for caring for me for 43 years and I hope I did you proud. I'm not an angel by any stretch of the imagination. Although you are now. Now and forever xxx
Robert
1st February 2017